Friday, January 21, 2005

Rollerblading Boy

[sorri for the invisible ink on my previous entries=P haha, finally, here's one for the smart ones=D]

Happy Hari Raya! Wonderful day today=) Went out to imm to eat n shop with mom and sis, came home, slept again for about 1 hour. then.... went ROLLERBLADING! shiok man, i should do this more often=) explored around the area for a long time... and i finally found Jurong Christian Church! after so long. realise that it's realli near to my house. next time got any event there can consider going liao=)

anyway, there's something that's on my mind. after reading andrew's blog, i think it's really obvious that Andrew's refering to me. Can a person really draw the line so clearly as to switch sentiments so sucinctly as the circumstances dictate? Personally i dun think i'll be able to. But at the end of the day, i realli realli pray that Andrew was juz saying things impulsively. Hai, dunno whether it's right to talk about issues like that on blogs, cuz if other people(ie, the readers) dun get the full picture, then they might get the wrong impression. I think it's good to be open and all. But i also believe that it has to be done in cautious morderation, cuz wad we say in blogs will inevitably be read by others.

Ultimately, i guess i haf to submit everything into God's hands, cuz the more i try to take things into my own hands, the fire would blaze out of control, scorching the people around it.

I really don't know what I should say; or what I can say. WWJD?

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But nonetheless, time continues it's steady flow. And we all have to catch up with the space it etches itself into. In other words: move on!=)

Isaiah 40: 29-30

"He gives strength to thh weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will keep their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."


Thank you Jesus!=)

Well, there're lots of potentially time-snatcher happenings that're gonna occur for me. Even though yup, it may pose as a spritual dryness threat, I'm thankful that I realise the danger so that i can avoid the pitfalls.

1. Was challenged to be team leader for the australia trip. (unconfirmed)

really dunno if i should take it up. praying for God to reveal the answer to me. i hope that the decision will be based not on emotion but the will of God. ppl tell me that i'm a very easily swayed person if you want me to do things. i second that=P but hope to objectify things=)

2. Reporting based job for a neighbourhood news paper. (unconfirmed)

wonderful opportunity to have some hands on work for my newswriting module. hope i get it, wad's more, it's only part time!

3. Helping Ms Nga or Pansy (haha) for open house.

4. Have to somehow meet with my SPcompere seniors to train a bit.

heard the 2nd training this thursday is gonna be quite tough. hope to stay in compere=)

5. IPP Financial Planing! (unconfirmed)

will update ya'll if there's any progression about this. this's all ya need and can know!=D

Wow, look at all the things lined up. inevitably, i won't be able to take part in everything (lest i forego the quality of my contribution). praying that God will guide me in my choice man...

And also, STAY AWAY FROM TEMPTATION. i found a way, on the first day of the Engage Fast and i MUZ NOT forget: after reading 1 John 2:1-5, God impressed on me that if I want to know Him more, I will obey Him, and i'll be complete in Him. But then i wondered, how to know what to obey?? It's actually so obvious: Read His word (the bible)!

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A lil testimony for ya'll:

When I was staying in America last time. Yea, people say that I'm very lucky. But, I really had a lot of problems mixing with students in Canyon Vista (my middle school). The cultural differences were imense, and sometimes, i could not even understand wad they were saying.

It was then i knew wad it was like to be alone. Realli all alone for nearly 7 hours every weekday.

Thankfully, it was also then that God made me realise that i was not alone! He was with me=) Was very comforted by that. And it was then that i felt realli close to God. Soon, my confidence picked up and i got to know more people there=)

What i thought was gonna be a horrible phase, turned out more than juz fine! Now as I look back, i think God is reminding me that regardless of how many people are around you, or how many people are not around you, you can still be complete in Him. He even tells you how. Thank you Jesus, Praise God!=)

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